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Sunday, July 31st, 2005
1:31 am	Yeah Ihave yet another LJ... just because I felt like i needed a fresh start so yeah it's IGottaBadFeelin... hell yes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 17th, 2005
9:47 pm	yeah I just re-read this and noticed how many times I say like in it, but I'm leaving it because it's so funny so today I went over Megans wow it was fun yeah so I get there and we go in her pool... and like it was cold at first but then.. it was like.. warmer so yeah we wanted to play vollyball but like her net was like in her shed, so we like get this ladder out and I wa slike up in the top of her shed looking for this net and like I go to get down because I can't find it and like the ladder like slips and I like waited like 2 seconds and I screamed because my heart stoped haha it was so funny... haha wow that was great.. and then like we put the net up and I was in the deep end and I went to hit the ball and I just like sank down.. lets just say it was a little dificult haha after attempting to play vollyball we were just like floating and talking and like in the middle of a conversation this fly like landed on my nose and like I like looked at it and like blew it off and kept on talking and Megan was like "wait.. did I fly just land on your nose" and just bust out laughing because I had like just gone cross eyed.. maybe you had to be there haha and this stupid jingle came on the radio it was like this Australian guy "have an outback steakhouse fathers day, celebrate dad the outback way," haha and I was doing an impression haha that jingle is so annoying haha afterwards we went inside to like watch cruel intentions, and we decide to make a couple potatoes to eat.. you know.. no big deal.. well except for the fact that I like wanted to put butter and sour cream on mine and like I mix it together and it looked like someone throw up on my plate haha, so I like threw that away, but while I was doing that I threw the fork away and then I got sour cream all over her counter and trash can... it was funny though ad during cruel intentions I loke the part where they play the song by counting crows and megan knows I do and like as soon as the song started her mom like turned ont he blender and like my mouth was hanging open and I was like looking over into the kitchen lik e"you've go tot be kidding me" haha megan just about lost it so we made a cake and I got that everywhere too we went outside and were playing vollyball and lacrosse and like fooling around and we saw Scott and like at one point megan like ran inside to "lock me out" and she went through the garage and I ran tot he front door before she locked it and I went to open the door and the handel broke off in my hand.. haha Megan asked if i could do anything without messing up or breaking something when I was going to be picked up my mom called me and was like wear are you, and I was like... at megans and she was like.. your dad told me you were at stacey's haha so she was sitting in Stacey's driveway, sorry stacey haha yeah so that's my day... yesturday at practice there was something going on at Baker Park.. yeah the bands sounded good but I think it was a church thing because Alexa and I were like those bands are pretty good, and Alexa was like "nothing against Christianity or anything, but I hope they aren't Christian rock bands" and I was like I know, but then there was this one really loud song and we could hear them singing Jesus haha I was like.. 'maybe they're singing... "save us" haha and they gave us free hot dogs so it was all good Hannah and I were throwing them at eachother.. gotta love Hanna and coach Steve he's so awesome.. he was fighting over the balls with us because my dad said that if we didn't get that balls and Steveo did then for everyball wa sa lap we had to run.. so Steve was like... fighting over them with us... we's such an 8th grader at heart Current Mood: happy Current Music: 3 Doors Down, Speedway (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
8:17 pm	well today.. let's see I uh layed out again... got a little burnt, but w/e I need this softball tan to go away it's so horrid then I rode on the bike for 30 min... and you know sweat it up then at the last minute I decide to go to this vollyball thing you know everyone else was going so I was like you know what.. I'm going to do it so of corse.. who else, but Kristin gave me a ride, and wow I did horrable I swear I felt like crying because it was that bad, but no I just was laughing at myself.. the coach was laughing at me too, I think he expected me to be good because I'm all tall.. I donno I guess I'll get better I need lessons wow yeah Stacey you'd better bet your ass I am coming over tomorrow and useing your net wow yeah that bad haha Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Extraordinary Girl, Green Day (Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
11:34 pm	So, school is over no to be dramatic or anything, because that's not what I want to use my livejournal for.. but I'm scared I really am terrified of growing up, I mean we have 3 more years left and I'm not ready to grow up yet I want to stay a kid forever, I mean it's so much fucking fun, well I mean there's nothing I can do about it... except get held back, but no I don't have enough balls to fail.. wow 3 more years... it all gets to me when I listen to (Good Riddanc) Time of yYour Life by Green day.. those bastards okok there I'm done, I just had to get that out because it has been bothering me I bet you're wondering how my weekend was... actuall I bet you aren't wondering that at all... wow ok well last weekend in Ocean city we sucked, I blame it on Austin because my team was talking to him for like an hour the night before yeah but ocean city was fun.. memories yeah, like the 30 degree water the tirtle we found.. anna and alexa jumping in the water with their clothes on, oh and yes the belly'flop my teammates made me do in the pool.. yeah that was fun ok so the last week of school was really slow.. I don't remeber much, except for the last couple of days I remember when we had to retape our tape for collins that was great, but the best part is that i stole the tap, haha well he didn't ask for it so yeah w/e Joey is so funny haha omg I am going to forvever treasure this tape haha and hey Joey had like a what.. 35% in comm tech and only started working the last day, Kalli says he has an attention span of a goldfish which made me laugh really hard because when she said that Joey turned around from what he was supposed to be working on to yell at her wow I wrote that somewhere before... omg the girls in gym were yelling at stacey for supposedly cheating so Meaghan was calling Stacey "cheaterface staceyball" I swear Meaghan is so.. just plain awesome on thursday we just played vollyball for like 3 hours and I got the name Melatony because Tony and I were the last two on my team haha it's funny to watch Tony play too because the ball wil like land right in front of him and he'll be like "oh come on Luke!" haha wow guess who gave me that one i took a hellalot of pics oh and a couple days before this guys at the lunch table across from megan's i like hit him with my bookbag on accident and he just went off on me so the next day I was like .. megan watch this and I like did it on purpose and harder... he just about lost it.. I was like thinking that the next day his posse would be there to beat me up haha so in comm tech we showed our video to collins and he was laughing so hard because joey was just being so funny.. you hav to see it I can't explain it.. he was like running up and down the steps outside like going wooo.. wooo and Katie was trying to get him to cooperate and he was just ignoreing her... haha wow yeah you have to see it tthe last day I brought in a camera and was taking pictures and collins had a fit he told me to put it away twice.. and was getting pissed... haha and I was like talking to Grace and Kraig and was like " wouldn't it be funny if I crawled on the floor to over where mr collins is working on the computer over there and like got right next to him and wa slike, oh Mr. collins and like flashed it right in his face?" lmao wow... I was going to do it to, and Grace was like "I'll pay you 20$ to do that" and then we were talking about it and laughing and I was like "god I would pee myself if I did that" and Grace was like "I'd pay you 20$ to pee yourself" but since collins was being a bitch about the flash and the camera, Kraig took it and was taking pictues of nothing so the flash would go off, just to see if collins would notice.. omg it was great, then Kreig was playing this zombie game and he kept dying, and wow it was fun to watch I was so into it and he made a story with Grace's lollypop on my camera yeah ok anyway then at lunch Denus and Russel were being bitches and I started crying because I was going to miss grace so much when she went to Urbana, I mean before she came .. she was my first real true friend.. and I just I don't want to loose her as a friend... and It's just going to be hard not like making anymore memories with her at school, I mean I donno.. I just .. I donno I mean I have Megan and Stacey so it's not like I'm alone because they are my other bestfriends but you know they have other best friends too, like Megan and heather and Stacey and Kimmy, and it's just like Grace was my bestfriend.. and it doesn't help that I'm stubborn like my dad and that I don't do well with change that often I LOVE YOU GRACIE ok well yeah in math we took a test and Austin strapped a pic of napolean Dynamite to his head which made me laugh Friday I went to Carley's going away party and Lucy drove me and we got lost, we were just driving down random driveways and one was like "private property, moniterd by video cameras" haha so we were like fuck that, and there was this one lady standing by her mailbox, and like after awhile of passing her she started waving to us. the party was fun we played vollyball and made prank calls, "hello is mike hunt there?" haha and Abby morris "yeah this is Kenmore.. is your refridgerator running... yeah i work for kenmore.. we are trying to sell this fridge, actually i work at a vets office and we stored dead animals in it, only 20-25, they were in trash bags... you'd like to take a look at it, great" haha wow I'm going to miss Megan and Carley so much, but they promised to take me to Hershey before they leave so after that Barb, Rick , Stacy, and Sarah were staying over.. we really didn't do much that night, but the next day we went out shopping and I spent al my money on a sports unlimited annaversary adition book.. it's fucking awesome that night like everyone was here, Mckenzie, Jessica, Sara, Sarah, stacy, Heather, Caitlin, Anna. Casey.. i think that's everyone yeah we were all in my room and I played build me up buttercup as loud as it would go and we were all singing... that was hellafun I kindof caught up with Mckenzie, god I'm goign to miss her when she moves to Oregan, I mean I haven't talked to her in like a year, but when I talked to her at this party I've realized how much i miss that kid haha and he parents.. they are so awesome that night it was only stacy and I Srah was staying with Heather and Sara because they were driving back with them to Georia and then flying back later so Sunday I did nothing and today I was going to go over Stacy's but she wasn't up to it so I laid out for awhile and got burnt I rode on the bike thing that doesnt go anywhere for 30 min, 2 times wow, I was sweating a lot haha then I watched Micheal Jackson get aquitted, I didn't think he molested anyone.. just slept in the same bed which is all kinds of creepy and when is stated like basicaly downporing here I was in my bathing suit anyway so I just went out and wa slike playing around in the rain.. it was fun.. but the lightening kindof made me go inside then at like 9:30 I took a jog around my intire heighborhood.. well I jogged 75% of the way.. it made me feel really good about myself.. so I guess that's all good oh this made me laugh hard FunNTheA : omg, did I tell you that uh... this guy from.. this one school yeah he's a senior and really hot and all the girls want him but he asked me to go out with him.. and then like..we did it kfeldy1021 : thats hott FunNTheA : oh yeah kfeldy1021 : u serious FunNTheA : hells yeah, his name was uh.. brad pitt or something kfeldy1021 : haha thats hott ... and then i found 500 dollars FunNTheA : i donno i didn't get a good look at his face I was taking too much coke kfeldy1021 : lol FunNTheA : haha kfeldy1021 : MELANIE FunNTheA : WHAT, it's kinda my thing kfeldy1021: are you serious haha just the fact that she thought I was serious.. I love you kate haha Current Mood: refreshed Current Music: Move On, Jet (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
9:27 pm	Yeah, so I'm going to be in the big Ocean City this weekend for a tornament.... I hate Mr. Collins I really do... our video is gone we have to tape another.. I hate him so today.... oh cindy went off at Meaghan for no reason... wow I don't hate many people in this school I hate her a lot it was funny though I'm not going to tell the whole story, but she yelled at meaghan for "mocking" her so when she walked by again I turned to Jesse Schroder and was like "Are you mocking me Jesse!?" lets just say Cindy didn't go quietly.... yeah I instigate but she's a bitch and I hate her.. drama queen if like someone took her pencil to like borrow the eraser I swear she'd be like "why the fuck did you touch my fucking stuff.. did I say you could touch my stuff, do it again and see what heppens" haha it's actually quite funny I fell in vollyball too.. health is great in art we finished painting our table.. it doesn't look as good as it did.... oh well comm tech.. nothing much happened... except I tried to steal Kristin's phone and she caught me... damnit and in geometry I just hung out with Austin Kyle and Kimmy... I like that class just because all we do is sit there and talk and well.. I copy everyone elses shit then I had practice which was fun... omg I got a bathing suit at khoals... it's the shiznet.... the SHIZNET I need a life holy fucking shit I missed the best fucking part of the fucking day holy shit ok at lunch Denus was being an asshole to me but he has been for awhile.. but I mean he was throwing food at me and russel was joining in and I felt picked on.. but omg my Gracie... well Denus put this plate full of this shit that was like these cinnimon apple things with mayo and I donno it looked like puke.. and they were like just making fun of me by putting it in front of me I don't want to go into detail anyway Grace like pretended to dump it on Denus's bookbag and he was like "if you do I'll fucking kill you" then he picked up his bookbag and put it on the bench next to her, where he usually sits, and sat down at the table across from us. then he was looking at grace and she just dumps the tray with the shit on it all over his bookbag and he was like "you've got to be fucking kidding me" I swear... it was the GREATEST thing... ever I was just like.. omg I cannot beleive you just did that... he was so pissed but he so deserved it omg... anyway I'll be in ocean City untill... like Suday night so.. I love you guys and if we win we get to go to Orlando for the world series fucking a fucking a Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: By My Side, 3 Doors Down (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
8:56 pm	My Gracie Poem: Oh how I will miss my one and only Gracie she is leaving me forever.... I love my best friend Gracie.... but no she has to move schools that bitch .. that I love Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: The Road I'm On, 3 Doors Down (4 Comments |Comment on this)
10:53 am	updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating updating.................................................... Yo dawg, welcome to the mall. this is Mel and Graceitha jonesitha reporting today's top story from commtechitha this one time i saw this girl and joey's a bitch and gothic (oh that just backfierd JOEYITHA)take that mofo FO SHIZZLE MY .. you know the restitha joey is wearing a striped polo shirt with a dude riding a horse.. with a stick in his hand.. on it it's white with blue sripes.... he has kaki shorts he also thinks he looks cool in his black nike shoes which are lebron's but he doesn't quote from Joey "you better check yourself before you wrickity wreck yourself, fool.. this ain't malibu" wow Grace was jokeing yep you were jokEing grace joey just informed me that he is a girlyman... girlyman girlyman ..........stop it Sam6y5t67tygfuhvyhvehybgkijuh kiJ&kimjn76 JOEY aqaqaq quote from Sam "my quote.. why am i quote" " I'm a little faggot boy... no that's zachs quote" "hey that's my quote" -Joey quote from zach "sam has aids.. from me" apparantly from paper transmission Grace: This is what Kraig wrote in my yearbook: Grace, We had classes together. -Kraig But then he earsed it and wrote "I hope your mom burns in hell." That's a true story. Quote from Kraig: "If your gonna smoke dope, don't be near a rope. Because, you might hang yourself. No, wait I can think of a better one. Coke makes you broke. Um.." Long pause. "..What should it be about." Long pause, hand gestures. "I'm cumming, I'm cumming. NO, that's not it. You know what Grace, I hope your mom burns in Hell." Anyway back to Mel. KRISTIN'S QUOTASIOUSness "what should my quote be, no that's not my quote i'm asking what my quote should be... almost everybody in here.. becuase remember you were like almost everybody." This is Grace now, Mel went to the bathroom yeah i had to pee.... FUCK THIS FUCKING CLASS OUR FUCKING VIDEO IS GONE Current Mood: pissed off (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 30th, 2005
10:03 pm	I'm doing this on my computer even though It's not completly fixed yet... so this weekend we had a tornament, on Saturday we went 2 and 1 and the same on Saturday, we lost the semi final game 2-0, bu the game before that was the shit we were down 4-1 and with 2 outs we managed to tie it, then in ITB (international tie-breaker) we won like 6-4 or something.. it was a good game my arm was getting pretty sore however... I should be used to it by now though, I only pitched 4 this weekend.. I have done like ... wait... I guess I haven't done much more them that but w/e anyway I am startiing to miss High school ball, and no not just going to the locker room everyday, passing the guy's lockers room and walking down the hallway smelling of axe, and no not seeing the lax guys who just had to change outside the girls locker room.. true they had to put on their pads and shit.. but they knew what they were doing.... torturing me... I love lax players and no I am NOT superficial no I don't miss having practice everyday for 3 hours.. but it gave me something to do and it was fun and since the begining of the season I've lost about 25lbs.. but that's when I started on my diet, and I've lost about 40 since last year I want to lose more though :( I have NO will power AT ALL so toay I tried to tan... didn't work.. like at all my softball tan is repulsive... i'm not even being sarcastice.. it's like really tan then where I wear my shorts it's like insta-white... I'm always like wtf.... how can a tanline be that bad (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
8:29 pm	Ok.. well I haven't updated because my computer didn't work... it still doesn't work, so I'm on my dad's computer... Everyone's all like.. hey Mel you never get online anymore.. and I'm all like yeah.. i know... anyway.. schools almost out hells yeah... hells yeah This last week was really like.. go to school, do nothing in health, do nothing in art, do nothing in comm tech... take notes in geometry... boring as hell .. i mean I have stuff to do in my classes.. I just don't do it, there goes my 4.0 anyway tomorrow we have this banquet thing for varsity.. I got this really cute outfit, even though it does nothing for my really bad tan lines.... I mean REALLY bad REALLY yesturday my sister drove me to Stacey's after school.. like around 6:30ish, it takes about I donno 5 minutes in a car to get there... so anyway we come up with this brillant idea to walk back to my house, sounds great and all... because she lives off of west boss arnold rd. and I live across from east boss arnold road, and even though we know they don't connect we're like.. what the hell so we start walking and we see some shit, like this guy who looked naked on a tractor, and these guys trying to pull down this stopsign, after about half a mile or so, we like get to this house where there are people outside and there's this little dog and I call it over to pet it, then we move on, and the dog fallowed us, and after like5 minutes we were like.. uh aren't you going to go home.. I mean it would go into the woods and we would try to run away from it but yeah apparantly it didn't work. then after about another half a mile we come to this river and find out we have to cross it.. no big deal, except for the fact that is' about 40 degrees and you know is full of rocks, so that offically sucked.. and I had to shit really bad it was horrible... but funny. When we got across the river I didn't have to shit anymore which surprised me because I had to go so bad when we were in the river, now you're most likely like.. why in the fuck is she talking about this.. but you have no idea how much I had to go... anyway we get across the river and find that the dog is swimming across it, almost getting swept away. we also find that we are on private property and that we had found e. boss arnold rd. it took us about another 1/2 mile to get home... in all it was about an hour and a half... the dog ran off to this chicken farm along the way. I hope it gets home.... so when we go tot my house we listened to none other then destiny's child and read my agenda from 7th grade... it was great though because I was suck a dork.. in my agenda on some random day I actually had written "forgot agenda" I was like... what in the hell.. was I really that retarded.. so if my computer ever gets fixed I'll be able to write more often I hope that's soon if my father would stop putting me on the bottom of his list maybe it might get done.. haha I sound so spoiled Current Mood: drained Current Music: none (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
12:11 pm	Im in comm tech doing this gay ass shit I hate this class so much -----gay gay gay gay ass class with mr collinsgofuckyourself we lost to middletown yesturday yeah go suck yourselves Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
8:28 pm	my computer doesn't have internet anymore....... so I'm on my dad's that's why I haven't been updating recently I will though once my computer gets fixed... a lot has happened.. but nothing really big... Megan went to prom and didn't get raped... that's a good thing haha no I like the Jason Wigfeild if that's his last name... I broke my phone and lost it then found it.. but you know .. it still works.. just turns on and off in class like all the time and it sings when it does it so it's so annoying no one likes me Aaron Cater ringtone.. no one thinks it's funny like Grace and I fuck them I went over Kristin's today.. Ryan and Marcus drovw us there.. it was fun but lets just say I didn't feel 100% safe... but you know.. who cares about the speed limit and yellow lines anyway... ok I'm out I'll try to update more Mel Current Mood: tired Current Music: Taking Back Sunday, Cute Without The E (Cut From TheTeam) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
10:48 am	I haven't written in like FOREVER ok it's been like 3 days, but.... fuck you anyway, on Friday we find out that Dennis was born in the Ukrain, and moved to America like 2 years ago and didn't know how to speak english... wow I am like amazed by this, because all of you knowing Dennis know that he neither looks nor talks like he is from anywhere, but America anyway also on Friday varsity had a game against South Hagerstown and we were losing 7-6 in the last inning and there were two outs and 2 runners on and I was up and hit a tripple... I was amazed that my hitting actually came through... On the bus home Lucy and I were having fun making stories up about everything "see that mailbox?" "yeah I used to live there" "See that tree?" "My uncle planted that" haha and Megan Epely came up with a joke where you just start telling a story then just stop or walk away like Yeah on the way to school today my mom hit a deer and then ok so on Saturday out games got posponed so we had the whole tornament on Suday, for the Flames so we had 5 games yesturday, I pitched the last 3, we came in second out of 9, but that's only because it was dark so they had to cut the championship game short. OMG and Jason, this tall, 6'7" guy who's a senior and is like really sweet he is in our art class, he asked Megan to prom. she said yes the other day in art she was like omg it's so cold because she had a skirt on and he left to go to the bathroom and brought his coat and gave it to her... it was so sweet yestuday at the tornament I fell of the swings it was great, i thought I'd share.... on and my dads computer crashed so the internet isn't working on mine and he won't let me get on aim on his so I have to wait untill he fixes it damnit I'm having a good day even though I'd have so much more fun sleeping right now -Mel oh and my varsity team is 12-1, and the team that beat us is Catoctin we play them tonight they are going the fuck down Current Mood: good Current Music: none (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
9:37 pm	Yesturday in geometry Kyle, Austin and I were playing the penis game... I won, of corse, like I did today We won our game too, but nothing much happened In health today we had to watch this super gay video of how to give cpr to unconscious people, and we had to do everything but give the cpr to our partners, Stacey was mine.. it was so funny haveing to like hit her and ask her if she can hear me with her laughing Comm tech was so awesome today, omg seriously, we went outside and Sam and Joey had to do the whole seen where Sam's like "so you finally got her to go out wit you" and Joey's like "yeah mon" and Sam's like "did you get her flowers" and Joey looks at the camera and it just like "oh shizzle" this sounds simple... it took us so long to get this take.. Sam kept forgetting his line or just being Sam and just like running around making noises Joey tried being both caracters.. it was so great, I'll never forget that haha Joey putting on his jacket saying one like.. taking it off and saying the other haha then Katie and I pratciced the seen where I'm like "so he finally asked you out" and she's like "yeah, we're going out tonight" and I'm like "What are you going to wear" and she's like "I donno.. holy cow!" but we did a couple of takes and I replaced myself because I'm lame.. anyway it's great because Sam was lying behind Michelle and Katie when they are doing it and when Katie goes I donno, Sam just popped up and was like HOLY COW haha omg it was so fucking funny....... so we have 2 days to finish filming and put it together.. I'm not even going to be there tomorrow... it's so not oging to get done in math today we had a sub so I kept on sneaking out.. and Austin left and came back with like 2 gatoraids and icecream stuffed in his shirt for Kyle and kimmy.. it looked great.. but maybe you had to be there at practice I was so pissed... my varisty coach wants me to miss my tornament on saturday for his practice.. I was so pissed... I know we are playing Catoctin on Monday and they are the only team who has beaten us but I mean come on... fuck that anyway afterwards I went to the guys lacrosse game... it was the best game ever.. even though they lost.. it's one of those games that like it's so suspenceful.. they lost 8-9 ... it was so close, I really wanted them to win I love watching games like that but for softball I hate playing them.. the last one like that I played... I totally fucked up and lost the game for everyone, so I'm not going into detail.... but yeah Current Mood: stressed Current Music: If I Had, Eminem (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
11:22 am	I'm in comm tech again. We lost our first game yesturday so we didn't go too far. Oh well, afterward I went to Outback and got steak, then I went to Rick's Fish and Pet store with my mom and there was a hott guy there, and I learned you might be able to work there when you are 15. I had to go to my mom's work after it closed for a meeting, I had to go because she was going to be late. There was this guy Mike there who was 29 but acted like he was in 6th grade omg he was so funny and immature, he kept going "move bitch, get out the way" haha There were a lot of hott guys there, I want to work there... i really do haha she works as a bather in the grooming part, so does that guy mike, omg he was just so funny, he wouldn't listen to anyone. Ms. Howard yelled at me for not washing my hands in 7th grade haha that was so funny I guess you had to be there ms brown needs to go fuck herself I hate her she kept yelling at me today for not doing my work, and I kept reminding her that I didn't care, unfortunatly I'm the only one in my class who hasn't started painting my project... Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: somethinf from Michelles's computer (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
10:55 pm	I missed the bus again on Friday, I hate the bus apparantly Paris Hilton bought the phrase "that's hot" I plan to buy the one "fuck ziggity" and sue anyone who plans on using it... I had 4 games today, we won 3 and lost one... Flames rock but I was feeling really weird, during the 3rd game I just like got really depressed, I don't know how to explain it. I just., lost interest and wanted to just be left alone, everyone was asking me what was wrong, and I didn't know I mean I just felt like I didn't care... I mean I still tried my hardest and everything, I just coldn't get into it... I hope that never happenes again, softball is all I have I cannot loose interest in it yeah w/e I went to the play with Grace tonight, It was really great, we bought Nick flowers, Mel looked so beautifl and she sings so good, and Kalli and Kimmy were awesome too I love them. Meaghan who refused to get me free food, was kickass in the orcastra. Mr. Voghtman yelled at Grace and I for having our feet on the seats. can you please tttakke your feett off the seatts, I should have been like, can you please stop pronounceing your syllables like you have nothing else to live for? it was the story of the princess and the pea, my mom asked who played the pea... some parts were really lame though, haha but it just gave gracie and I something to laugh at Adam was sitting near us all alone and I wished I would have asked him to sit with us oh and my maden name is pussy Current Mood: drained Current Music: My Chemical Romace, Helena (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
12:14 pm	hey hey im in com tech just talking to Joey, torturing him with my livejournals haha, I have to go (Lunch is the shit) -MEL! Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
10:19 pm	hey hey I slept in this morning because my mom was taking me to the orthodontist because 2 of the fucking brackets came off, I was eating salad too, I mean couldn't they come off when I was chewing gum or something cool like that.. anyway we got there and they hadden't opened, my mom didn't even call ahead, I was all wtf... anyway so I missed first block I got ot go to art with Mrs. needstoshutthefuckup omg it was great I was making Megan laugh so hard, talking about me having to ride this sex exercise thing in front of the whole school in 7th grade, and when mrs. micheals was crying and I had to walk across the gym. haha and when I rolled across the library and knocked the books over I was also yelling at them for taking their buns for grantec when they eat cheese burgers because I can't because of my low carb diet, fuck carbs god and fuck you all who take the bun for granted, who gives a fuck if it doesn't look like the picture, you get a bun, I have to cut my burger with a knife. Geometry was great with kyle imitating bennet, I feel bad for that kid, but even worse for kyle with his mental disorder of w/e he has... haha just i'm an idiot disorder I learned the whole jv team is pissed because I got moved up to varsity full time and they think I don't give a shit about JV and am two faced you know what i love the girls but JV doesn't go anywhere, so even though it wasn't my decision I'm glad I'm only on varsity. I just don't want to fight anyway at practice I was telling Brandy and Amber that I could bang more people on them on prom night, and they asked me if I have ever banged anyone and I said that was none of their buisness abd asked if it counted if I paid for it and they asked who he was and I said i couldn't see his face haha and then brandy was like I've nver heard a freshman talk like that and she was like that was good I couldn't make something like that up, and I told her I didn't make it up haha then we went to the lacrosse games, both teams lost, but the guys look so good in their uniforms.. I am in love with all of them, they are awesome too, I mean I donno the sport looks like so much fun, like pushing eachother around and I donno, it's reall interesting to watch.. unlike softball :( it's just amazing Grace Megan and I had fun, just laughing at everything like we always do I also realised today how much I want a boyfriend, these like 7th graders at the game were talking and this guy was like yeah I've never been in a relationship and i was like neith have I and gave him a high five.. haha but I donno, I really want a relationship, I don't want to go out with someone just because I want a boyfriend either, it would have to be someone i liked... haha and that's a secret Current Mood: good Current Music: Cute Without The E (Cut From The Team), Taking Back Sunday (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
9:52 pm	I missed my bus today... well you know how it goes sometimes... thoughs damn drivers drive to fucking fast... yeah right I wish Anyway health was fun with Stacey saying our school was mice infected, and with me suggesting self mutilation as a way to deal with emotions haha, and also Mr. Baker trying to spell ecstatic, that was great. Then I moved on to art with Mrs Richard Geere, god I wish she would like fall on a paintbrush and bleed to death, or maybe just fall like she did before so we can all laugh at her... She told us to remember to do our sketches and I told her to remember that we have lives, or pretend to anyway Megan and I were talking about 7th grade again and me rolling in the library and last year when I fell infront of the whole school at the track meet, just to make her laugh, and when I pulled down her pants and she got so pissed haha It was so great Comm tech was yet another waste of a day, I recomend the video Helena from my chemical romance to anyone who want's to be sexually aroused... speaking of which I am going to a guys lacrosse game tomorrow... omg I hate being superficial but.. omg.. Math was nothing more then it usually is... a bunch of notes and me not doing my work, I bought Kyle candy and made him be nice to me for 5 minutes, he had to start over twice. that ass I also realised today that my favorite man Nick is actually really attractive, I mean he has lost a lot of weight and is pretty muscular looking, Nick I know you aren't going to read this, but if you do, then you are hot, and I love you, you give the best hugs and did I mention I'm single... haha I'm j/k I love you haha We won our game tonight I went in in the 7th to pitch, we won 6-5, Gracie came to watch and then we headed over to the guys game, they lost like 14-2 .. they suck, and a guy from the other team came over and said, excuse me, and we moved and I mouthed you're excused to Grace and winked and pretended to smack his ass, Grace spit up it was great Current Mood: okay Current Music: The Photograph is Proof, Taking Back Sunday (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
6:34 pm	Aimee has playgirl and will show me tomorrow... who said guys are the only one's who are allowed to be perverted? Kimmy was great yesturday when I was talking about my mom in the hostpital, "Oops!" was not the right thing to say haha neither was, "Is there anything I can do?" Yes Kimmy there's something you can do, go out and get a PHD haha Still the speculation that I am a lesbian spreads.... Stacey doesn't help me much by changeing her nonstop insults to me to "You're gay" from "You're Mom" She likes to torture me... I blame that on the fact that I've never had a boyfriend... "It's because people think I'm gay".. haha We learned about depression in health: Symptoms of Major Depression: ~Irritability and/or depressed mood ~Loss of interest in usual activities ~Low energy and/or restlessness ~Poor concentration ~Weight loss or gain ~Feeling hopeless and helpless ~Feeling worthless and guilty ~Thoughts of death or suicide (I'm 6 of 8 haha, I'm guessing that's not the best...) Symptoms of Manic Depression: ~Significant mood swings ~Too much energy ~Easy distractibility ~Grandiose ideas or overconfidence ~Inability to sleep ~Fast talking, racing thoughts ~risk-taking behavior (I'm 4 of 7...) If you know people with these symptoms then get them someone to sleep with... haha j/k ... (I'm always free) we had to run 9 laps in practice today... laps are the devil -MEL Current Mood: drained Current Music: Sooner Or Later, Breaking Banjamin (Comment on this)
12:13 pm	I'm in Comm Tech, We have 9 days to make a comercail, today is day 2 day two.. completely wasted haha we have been on the internet on ebauns world and shit the entire time haha -lunch -Mel Current Mood: giddy Current Music: none (Comment on this)